Saying I'am overwhelmed is an understatement
As few of you might know or seen some updates of mine, I have been working on developing my first video game for the past year or so.
It has been an amazing journey that tickled beautiful parts of my brain and re-ignited that flare of passion again.
But with great power comes great shit load of work to be done, I am now in the point of the game where I learned and did A LOT! yet I have so much more until I say "I'am done".
Yet I look at what i achieved, and I take a look at the real world, my boss screaming today about some concrete that needs to be done pulled me back to reality(I work in construction), that if I don't finish my game and make it profitable, there is hardly a chance of me continuing with this time consuming hobby, and that's when my mind floats away into day dream land, imagining that my game already made it, that I am working in something I love and everything is OK, which makes it even harder to get back to the reality of the huge amount of tasks that need to be done.
I may just be feeling bad today about things in general, it happens, but I need to push through and finish my project, profitable or not, I have set my mind on it and I must use every possible hour to completing this part of my dream.
So if any one is sharing those feelings about their dreams, let's push through, maybe one of us can make it one day.